I really, really miss Honey.
I don't even want to be around the other ladies, because they remind me of Honey and.....I don't know, but now I'm scared they'll die too?
I don't know what I would do if it happened again.
Really, I didn't think losing one of my girls would effect me like this.
I knew it would happen some day, but it happened so fast.
And Honey was always my healthy girl.
Butter's had bumble foot and Zela is a chronic wheezy breather.
Honey was never, ever sick or even looked sick.
I miss her.